•Life is so amazing!
•What a great gift we have to been given to be here walking around on this beautiful place we call home!
I remind myself of these two things quite often every day!
Over the last year I have had many opportunities for growth, some more pleasant than others! I have realized just how out of balanced my life had become. When your life is so far out of balance it can be a real challenge to get it back into focus. I had gotten to a place in life where I was so consumed with making everyone else happy that I didn't even realize how miserable I was! In my mind, if every one else was happy than surely I would be. However as I've learned, that was not the case. It is really true that "If Mama ain't happy, ain't nobody happy!" I kept pushing through ignoring the red flags in front of me til finally I crashed! Emotionally I was spent! I couldn't move forward, I couldn't do anything except cry! That's when the bottom fell out of my world!
Now, one year later I feel better than I've ever felt! I have better relationships with my children, who I love and admire so much! I'm working on myself and learning what makes me happy! I'm sticking my toe back into the waters of dating and having fun learning what I like and what I want out of a relationship. Yes sometimes it still feels awkward when a guy texts or calls me, but it only lasts a couple of seconds now.
As I said in my last post, I still have moments of profound sadness that this couldn't have happened sooner. However I am a firm believer that everything happens for a reason! I believe that Neil and I were together for the reason of having our amazing children and teaching each other some valuable life lessons. I wish him nothing but the best and I hope he finds true happiness. I love the Peace that I feel inside when I write things like that and know that I mean it with every fiber of my being!
I have come to believe some amazing things about myself, such as....
★I am a Beautiful, Divine Goddess of Love and Light, who is deserving and worthy of true and everlasting love! I radiate Peace and Hope while helping others to find theirs as well!
☆I am a Powerful Divine Creation, full of Love, Light and Energy! Empowering myself with the energy and drive for a Centered and Peaceful life!
★I am a Majestic Masterpiece, created in serenity, at one with the Divine!
Love, Light and Laughter ALWAYS!
Namasté
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